Going Down The Rabbit Hole

My cat’s fur is trippy! She has hearts in certain positions, she has a surprised face in other spots, stripes, blotches, she should of been called emoji. She looks symmetrical, but it’s a surprise every time! My mind works like that too. One thought, on to another, a new idea and then distraction. This is new, I am not usually a scatter brain kinda girl. It’s been all free flow and unorganized, I think I like it. A friend of mine posted something about paper airplanes and it resonated, is it too late to change?

Are we too old to change? Nah, we are too old to be rigid and care too much. Less patience for foolishness. Less time to worry. You need to just enjoy life, any day can be your last. Who lives like that anyways? Good grief! Walking around like one foot is in the ground. I call foul, restart, do over. I’m done worrying, I actually took a trip without checking the weather or having studded tires on my all wheel drive SUV. I’m bringing crazy back, forget bringing sexy back!

I’m still going to bundle up for the winter, I’m not that crazy. However there is a bunch of cobwebs and trash that needs to be cleared out. I will have to post this new affirmation somewhere for a reminder. I have to stop thinking so much. I need to say more…out loud, not just inside my head. I have too many filters, blah. Just need to stop tucking all my words into bed with me. I’m gonna try to wear this new skin for awhile, more like the original me. Me, raw and unfiltered, free!

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