Try

I am trying to implement some fun this winter. My non winter self needs to be sure I pull something out of this season. I want to be sure I find balance between work and play, without freezing. I guess I am a winter wuss. I mean it isn’t the worse season for others. When I picture the perfect day in winter, it is mild, there are big flakes falling, a big fire, warm drink, blanket, low music maybe a book. Sounds like a good date. I like walking in storms but just like around a small block. I like snowman and snowshoeing, I just don’t want to be cold in minus 20.

I guess I need to find out what winter wear is out there to help me achieve the cozy feeling. Then of course I would need a personal driver. I guess maybe some magic? I used to do stuff with the kids in winter, I feel like a sled and skates run risk of injury. I am not active in winter. I just wasted last winter, I don’t want to do that again. I need to make myself get active, involved have some kind of purpose, besides Netflix!

We used to go away, it was perfect, but changes have made it harder to do. I get burnt out earlier every year. Lack of freedom is tiresome. I need a retreat or an adjustment to my thinking. Perception sways too much in this season. Maybe I need to start jet setting away every weekend. I could just pack a bag and wait at the airport for a stand by and go like the wind! That actually appeals to me . Whatever it is I gotta work out some kind of plan to survive.