Flop

Sometimes you gotta add a little crazy to get through the day. This weather has my skin dry, lips chapped, snow blind and my hair can’t keep shape with the amount of time in a hat. I walk around talking in different accents, making faces at myself in the mirror, just to keep the monotony away. No maple syrup in this tree, I am tapped out. So I just unlock the crazy, belting out songs, trying dance steps on feet that feel like stumps lately. If I get cold I just leave on my snow pants.

Mountain gets steeper and I just keep climbing. On my stumpy feet (insert maniacal laughter). Anywho, apparently I should continue to plan and when plan day comes try my best to follow through. The things that give you anxiety should not be avoided, you need to do them and stay at it until the anxiety goes away. If you do them and stay anxious then the body starts to become accustomed to staying anxious until the thing is over. That is how you end up never leaving the house. Well my summary of a lot of words said in therapy. What can I say no picture/ visual.

I am poking fun at myself of course. My weekend was wonky and I need a do over, this will be a long week. This is why I don’t make goals in January. Too much pressure on a new year. Promises of it being a good one, any set back and the year is ruined. So without the deadlines, when I look back, I will decide then. See you all at the top of that mountain. Some days the pace is slower, I’ll get there eventually!