Antsy

We had a barbecue today, we used to barbecue all the time in the winter. Something about steak in February is quite appealing. I have made so many new things lately. Mushroom Bolognese, cabbage roll soup, roasted balsamic carrots, cauliflower rice and bacon carbonara. All new and the boys are all in. I get bored of food so quickly. I am horrible for skipping meals when I get busy doing other things. I still have days when it is grilled cheese or scrambled eggs. When the grands come over, it is pretty much short order cooking to appease everyone.

January always seems so long. It always feels good when it is over, but winter is not. I wanna get out of here but I feel trapped. I’m coming down with something. I was writing this last night and hubby woke me up and I had two lines of r’s. It feels extra cold, but perhaps that is just me. The groundhog did not see his shadow, I sure hope he is right this year. Winter really has been okay. It is the cold that gets me. We had snow last week and it was beautiful and mild. The temperature dropped and its bite makes me bitter. I will try to lower my expectations for February, and hopefully won’t be disappointed.

My get up and go has got up and left and that is okay. Today can be a five hundred gallons of water, vitamin C and ginger ale kind of day. I guess the r’s were my reminder to rest, relax, repair. Although I feel like it is for ruin my day. Far worse things in life, I should refrain from these random r thoughts. I just got up, I think I will have a nap. Maybe the day can be salvaged with a do over.