Energy

The full moon was sensational this week, of course I love all things nature. I will never stop chasing rainbows, lightening, sunrises and sunsets. I do see things with my rose coloured glasses more now, than ever before. Sometimes when everything aligns in your world, you can only feel up. People can give this to you too, which I have never looked for before. Solo is good, I am always comfortable in silence, it has never bothered me. My hope is that those that have mastered people, can also master being alone and vice versa. I think it rounds us out being part of community and enjoying solace.

I was always a people watcher, interactions and behaviour fascinates me. Authentic people being themselves without fear of judgement, radiating confidence. I strive for that. It is sad to see people holding back, I was one of those people and I suppose the latter comes with age. The common, “ We should do this more often.” Why aren’t we? Life is busy, it will never be unbusy. It usually happens all at once. Nothing for days, and life just fills your plate with more than one thing. My phone won’t ring for months and then someone is at the door, while the phone rings and someone is in the driveway. Take your opportunities, I used to hate planning in advance for this reason. Don’t hold out, just do it. If you can’t when it comes, just tweak it. You don’t have to be defined by a date, remember no deadlines. Just put it into a time frame, less pressure.

Life happens, you charter the voyage. Hop on the train and go, you are the rule maker, you set the schedule. I wish I had of… you still can! You don’t get to plan your death, but you sure can live life. Do all the things, always! If you don’t want to, then own that too. You know you, make you happy.