Flocks

Six flocks of geese in two days! It is a tad bit early, winter stay away. I am weekday tired, I need fourteen hours of sleep. I have been careful to hit the hay and get eight hours, doesn’t feel like enough. How do I survive? One day at a time, my body says eat it, drink it, do it… I do, no matter what. That is the only option, keep on, keeping on. I have so many wheels in motion, I am a freight train at this point. I just have to keep it on the tracks. The cosmic interference is real, last weekend with the full moon and equinox, I was on fire. This week clouds and drizzle, put all the fire out. Nothing like a Friday to round it all off.

How do you get out of a slump, my body dictates and I seem to only take notes and have no answers. When you’re up, you’re up, when you’re down, you’re down. I am killing it at home, lots of cooking and baking, I feel like I am nesting for a child arrival. Scrubbing, floors, laundry, I might be burning the candle at both ends. It is all getting done, at what sacrifice? I’m not sure. I am trying, not taking up space, actively doing, that is a win, whichever way you dice it.

I have given myself some big goals and snail pace is still forward motion. I guess I need validation and feedback in some areas of my life. At least enough to know I am going in the right direction. I keep catching myself second guessing things, that is kind of backwards for me. A student of mine has a phrase I now use, “I am the queen! Listen to me!” Seems fitting. New mantra going forward. Life is your kingdom, be a good leader! Queens give good advice.