I lost it for a bit, I let my setbacks win. Being sick for a week really got to me. I am not 100%, but I feel the climb back out. What are your best qualities? Can you maintain them in the face of pressure. I was so inside my brain, seeing only from my view point. My day, my weekend, my Thanksgiving. I do not run an empty house, this is not a solo show so my selfish self came out. I think it is self preservation, rely on me… I talk about the branches and I am the last one to reach them out. I know what I need, I have a heck of a time asking. Not because someone won’t but because it won’t be like me. I postponed Thanksgiving because I didn’t feel well enough to make it and then was upset that I didn’t have Thanksgiving, makes perfect sense!
My rants in my head were out of control. I saw the Happy Thanksgiving on the TV and that is when I shut it down, the rant, not the TV. My brain had the nerve to say to me, what do you have to be thankful for? Too far brain, you crossed the line, we don’t do that here. I am so over the moon thankful for everything in my life. My kids, hubby, grands, momma, friends, family and pets! Life is hard sometimes, someone else has it harder. You suffer from some flu, some don’t recover. You weren’t sleeping well, some people don’t wake up.
I needed to calm down and show some restraint. The me today is better than the me yesterday. I want to keep that forward motion, everyday better than the one before. Be the happy in someone’s day! It rained but it didn’t gloom and doom me today! May all of your tomorrow’s be better than your todays. Enjoy your leftovers! Fakesgiving next weekend for us!
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