
I am still not used to the sun setting at 4:30. It’s like running out of time. This week was a doozy! My stomach hated me Tuesday and my head hated Thursday! My system is so sensitive lately, I had one coffee yesterday and could not stay awake past nine. Which means, I was wide awake at 5:30. If I have my regular 2 today, I will be awake until 10:30 and wake up for a few hours after midnight. Then I have to drag myself up for my work day. Today I am going to try to hold off as long as I can before having a coffee this am, and try to have just one.
Mind you my mind races this time of year. My washing machine is broken and a bathroom tap needed to be fixed. Groceries on a Saturday morning before Christmas was not a chore I wanted. The afternoon errands stole the rest of my Saturday and it is Sunday already. The have to’s took over the want to’s and I am a little bitter about it. See if I can incorporate some fun into what I have left of the weekend, or maybe I should go to the laundry mat. Never mind, I guess it’s going to snow during the productive part of the day.
I do have things to get done here, or maybe do nothing. That is how it happens, opt for do nothing, start the week thinking about things that need to get done. Coffee to get the energy to do the things, or midnight wake up to plan the things that didn’t get done. Early morning wake up, plan some fun things, then weather ruins everything and if it is significant enough, a headache to match the change of pressure. Round and round, I will try to get off this merry go round, first coffee!