Adulting is hard, and I have created the monster that is me. I am pushing and shoving myself to get things done. I am also letting go of what I can’t do. I have run so much, my gas tank is empty. I have three appointments next week right after work. Who are these people, that allow me to do this.. oh ya, it’s me! In my Facebook memories I was reminded that my washing machine died this week twelve years ago. This one just got fixed after a week and a half out of commission, guess what I’ve been doing? I have been drawing from a bottomless well of perseverance.
I just realized the moon is full! It all makes sense now! I received a message that two of my Christmas orders will not be arriving before Christmas… I have resolved, that what I have, is what I have. Dusting stress off my shoulders. I do not control the universe. Words that I must say out loud, daily. I’ll add those words to the list. I say them and do them, but also fall away from them. A visual reminder never hurts. I think I just made a personal goal, I might even call it a resolution!
For now I will take every happy small thing and blow it up big in my mind.
My son makes me a coffee every morning.
My granddaughter calls and texts me now, she answers after six hours, but hey, it works for me.
My momma has ready to cook cookies for me! Bless you Mother!
Hubby got his passport before it expired!
My washing machine works!
Twelve days till Christmas! Rest up friends!
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