All the naysayers sit down! I can’t blah, blah, blah. I won’t la, la,la. You shouldn’t wah, wah, wah! Mid January is coming and I feel it! Christmas fun is becoming a distant memory. I’m not doing it, I will imagine heat and sun! Happy light, vitamins, spices, orange juice. I have a sore throat, my hip hurts, my thumb bumps are back, the bottom of my feet are stubs, going to sleep before ten. Noooo! Breathe in, breathe out. It is just a season, it won’t last forever, the sun is setting later, just wait!
So who were you? That is where you start. Any good day in winter, you take it and run. I can like it, it is cold, not all of it is unbearable. I try to plan things so I have things to look forward to, the weather is such a big factor. Bad weather, crappy roads, it is so unpredictable. I feel trapped, and I am claustrophobic, all the layers, turtlenecks, I hate it! I’ve had car accidents, been without power and heat in this atrocious season. Almost lost a freezer full of food. So did I learn this panic?
The naysayers are in the front of my head. They need to sit down. This year I need to create a shirt to wear in my off time to symbolize a new winter me. Maybe even just a single finger salut to symbolize freedom. Maybe some confetti canons to blast through. The mindset is ready, maybe my body will agree. It is only in my head right? Just change my perception, I have been doing fabulous with change. This is it, this is the time, I mean I still sleep with a fan when it is forty below, so temperature means what? Besides we are almost a month in and then there are only two left, feels like a thousand, but it’s not, focus on that!
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