Vast Space

You do know you can rest right? I have been pushing too hard lately. Falling into bed exhausted, dragging myself out again in the morning. I felt the time change hard, and have been digging in trying to gain back an hour. In a rebellious move I haven’t changed all of my clocks. Doesn’t do much, just makes me miss the hour more. On a good note, Spring is almost here… no geese, so I am not holding my breath. The puddles in my head, match the ones on the ground!

I am back to pulling out my problem solving tools. Ask for cookies, no timeline, eat the frog legs first, write down what you did do instead of listing what has to be done, they work. Even using my tools, remembering to use them, talking myself out of procrastination… I am tired, even reverting back to two coffee…tired. There are real roadblocks in this world, sometimes they just stock up against you. You have to be okay with this to eventually succeed.

At least I didn’t sit on the couch this winter. I did inhale large quantities of books. I did get back into Yoga and some serious self care. My hibernation was very short. My mini goals were completed. All these things are satisfying! Now I am giving myself a break, mind and body, just a short time of nothing. No challenges. No plans. Some come what may time. I need it, you probably do too,if you are honest with yourself. Big breath in, dust the dirt off, empty your mind, breathe out. New season, new you… and go!