Love the sky, not sure what it is, I want to surround myself with it! Maybe it is the constant, the idea that a day begins and ends with beauty, if you look for it. Maybe that is why grey days are harder, no horizon to define the day. I will forever chase it all! Night sky full of moons and the stars, rainbows, thunder, big flakes, droplets of dew and rain. Nature itself also draws me in. It used to be trees when I lived in the city, pathways through the woods are intriguing and the ocean has a language of love.
This year I want to be present throughout the seasons. I want to look for new ways to enjoy them. I tap out at minus something, I will try… can’t envision joy there. Joy inside by a raging fire on said day would suffice. I would like to go to a lodge with a huge fireplace in that weather and sit and sip, I’m sure that would work. Send along your suggestions of a place like that!! I wouldn’t even care if there was a bearskin and giant animal heads… just need to be warm!
I know people bottle up their emotions, but if we could package them. Not just a memory but a livable moment. You select on the shelf, some elation and bliss and coast through whatever is tugging you down. No wallowing in whatever it is, just pick out something good you have on reserve. I am feeling a little down today, I will just grab this glee and absorb it and carry on. I think I can do that, I have enough emotions that surely can be called upon as needed. That’s what I am aiming for, there is enough gloom and doom in this world. No more negative!
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