Night and day, a switch, just like that, happiness. When you are underwater for a long time and you break the surface, that first breath in, that is where I am. It is the summer solstice today, my body knew before my brain read it. I wish I wasn’t so tied to seasons, but my season is here. Every nerve is fired up, I am feeling elated!Today I can just be, no clocks, no calendars! All the pressing things are off the table, and I can not tell you how many things were on that table.
I have music playing in my head, poetry, art, creative energy in my pores. What will I do with it, that’s the best part… whatever I want. I want to store it, savour it, slow it down and enjoy every ounce I have. I am staring at my sister in laws art piece of a path in the woods. It is one we had chatted about and she purchased. It is peace, I am on that path and I want to stay right there. If I could give anybody anything, it would be this feeling for a lifetime. The feeling of sunshine, the first taste of chocolate, hearing a waterfall, all the bests that life can give, on repeat… forever.
I hope this is your season, and if summer isn’t it, I hope you make it to your favourite season seamlessly. Making it to your season, is kind of like childbirth. Everything you go through to create a life. It could be traumatic, painful and once it is over it is forgotten and you have no hesitation to do it again. You fabricate an experience that wasn’t that bad, because the pay off is huge! Today I will enjoy the happy path, making tiny plans for the rest of the season. Enjoy your summer friends, and if it isn’t your season, enjoy your day❤️
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